what an adventure it have been lately! please please let there not be anymore :/

I am no wolverine and I no have super healing power. although that would probably means an even wilder life I would have! lol

it’s my first implant in my entire body. and god do i pray that it’s the last too!

gosh. horrible experience, i was freaking out while waiting for the room to be ready, and was still undecided between root canal or implement.
it’s too late to regret after the tooth is out. but looking at the near crown-less tooth, this is perhaps my best option too.

the screw is nicely set! it’s surprisingly easy leh. lol like i just got one more visit to remove the stitches, one more to take impression, then one more to set the crown.

ok everyone, please drink more water and brush your teeth after every meal!

death is always a sad and depressing thing.

it’s worse when the prognosis is that there’s nothing you can do and that it’s dying.

the only thing i can do is to pull the cord.

yup, and so the dentist say, your teeth is dying.
the first thing that come to mind was like omg, u mean i have to do root canal!? then the even more dramatic news come that my teeth is no longer suitable for root canal, although i can still try. it’s simply because and very sadly, i don’t have much teeth left there….

implant… oh man. just let me be, while i depress myself into reviving my teeth with some super powerful miracle when i go sit in the emo corner.

ok, fine, emo over. life goes on. implant that is.

my body clock seems to have only one direction. Europe timing was perfect. now moving on, I think it’s turned to New York time now. totally screwed.

seriously need to get it back to SGT now. like that meeting at 9am how.. 

its like the billion dollar question. 

lately, it’s work crazy. there’s so much things to do I go into office everyday feeling pretty lost not knowing where to start. my next day todo are getting useless because things just flood in before anything is really done.

I guess I am inspired by madness. I know for a fact, I am inspired by great products, by producing things I can feel proud of myself. 

we are almost half way through 2015. and looking back, everyday I am reminding myself, I need to achieve 10 times more for the next 6 months, what I did for the last 12. 

I know that I can do it. I simply just need to do it. jiayou! you will.

very bad move to take a break from my codes to ready some news.

so here’s what happened. a 16 years old posted some offensive video online. many people found it offensive to the extend that they made a police report. this boy is eventually charged and was on bail. during his bail period, his bail conditions changed, and as such, the parents have refused to bail their own son.
and so, this boy is now in remand, or as everyone else like to put it, In Jail.

there’s a lot of nonsense by this certain somebody saying that he is showing his support for him, and want to help get him out of jail. but simply refused to bail him out himself too cause he find the bail conditions unreasonable.

this is the condition he find unreasonable, “He was not allowed to post or comment on anything, either directly or indirectly, otherwise his bailer would have to pay the $20,000.” honestly!?! to put in context, if an individual is charge for thief. i am sure the bail condition will include that he do not steal during his bail period. As simple as that. This is not unreasonable at all if you ask me. They just don’t want to complicate the case further.

now why do i feel that my generation is messed up?
well, everyone have their opinion about everything, and they see the need to voice it out. this is only natural.
but with the simplicity of doing given the connectivity of the internet, many are doing so without proper consideration of why certain things and done and detail background information.
government implement something new. it maybe good to some individual, it maybe useless to some, and it may harm some. but if i am anti government, it’s automatically bad. and if i am pro government, it’s automatically good.
and it goes down to everything else in life, if a private company messed up, it’s the government’s fault.
if you don’t do well in life, it’s the government’s fault. if you can’t have babies, it’s the government’s fault.
gosh, what sad society are we living in today? can’t imagine if singapore experience a natural calamity one day and instead of coming together to help each other through it, we may probably just see the society blaming the government or even saying things like “it’s a sign from up there telling the government to quit”. how imaginable.

life definitely need more positivity than this. this society definitely need more positivity than this.

ok. now back to my codes.