i watched like 20 movies in the last 7 days?

i can’t work very well with music, but my productivity is insane when it’s accompanied by movies or tv series, and apparently its at the best if the tv series is about murder or death. i am special like that. haha. i must have watch at least over hundred episodes of CSI Las Vegas + New York, Silent Witness and Criminal Minds. Looking for something new to start on. Running out of good shows. or maybe i should just re-watch them.

haven’t been feeling exactly happy lately, in fact been feeling quite sad and down lately. isn’t feeling any bit of optimism at all.
and i really hate to feel like this. so overall, it’s quite screw up. sometimes, i really hate july. everything must always happen in july.
well, hoping the rest of the month can only get better. it really have to get better.

well…. i really miss you