finally packed my room yesterday. well, i feel that the room is somewhat still really messy, but at least it’s really really much much better! at least my desk, shelve and wardrobe is much less dusty now! there’s still this two hole that i have been waiting to pack since years ago. i think i…

when you only got a hundred year to live

pillion my mum today! and totally missed a red light because i was looking at the green light right ahead. oh man.. focus dude! just thought of writing, to just get my brain into programming mode. the amount of paper admin work and accounting stuff are totally killing my brain cells. the coming CNY is…

just realise my 2014 have been nothing but depressing! ok, so i should make a change with this entry. almost 3 weeks into the new year, and i am feeling exhausted already.. trying to be at too many places at in too little time, and having too much things that need to be done on…

there’s so many things to be happy about, so many things to be excited with, and so many things to look forward to. but at the same times, for everything i am happy, excited or looking forward to, there’s this other side of the story that’s totalling damning. no one see the challenge and difficulties…

I really really wish they would understand what I am doing and what I am going through….

we can’t see the future, we can’t predict the future definitively, but we can decide how we want to build our future, we can decide what we want for our future. it’s all a matter of choice. while i can say with much confidence how my career will be like looking ahead, i can’t help…

witness one disturbing scene today that got me thinking. i must have had at least one buffet dinner every month this year, and never once did i thought, so where do the cooked food that didn’t reach the diner’s table go. well, today i witness where they went. had dinner buffet today at marina mandarin…

this is perhaps the best month of the year! as much as I am excited that 2013 is coming to an end, this is definitely one hell of a year I will remember. I am really looking forward to 2014, although there is still plenty of lose ends to tie up before I can really…

it feels weird, but when I see the photo, I just feel so happy for you inside that I just smile (: