finally packed my room yesterday. well, i feel that the room is somewhat still really messy, but at least it’s really really much much better! at least my desk, shelve and wardrobe is much less dusty now! there’s still this two hole that i have been waiting to pack since years ago. i think i only get to pack this part of my room once since moving in. haha, every time i mum see this part of the room, she will ask me what’s in there, and my answer every time is “bao”. then she will roll eyes at me like what shit “bao” do i have there. it’s this place where is keep all things of sentimental values that i never want to see so that i will never have or be tempted to throw them away.

the sad news? it’s beyond full now!! and sort of invading into other areas which i will end up throwing a few years down cause i feel that they are starting to occupy too much space or that i totally cannot remember what sentimental value this item is suppose to be of. LIKE…. i just found a cookie jar, plastic one of course, that still have cookie chips INSIDE!!! and i spent the whole afternoon wonder who it was from and why i kept it. and till now? i can’t recall any shit! all i remember is it’s a chocolate cookie with m&m. so well….. i still keep the jar, cause maybe one day my shit memory will remember. totally cannot understand the shit my brain choose to remember. sometimes i can totally remember all the world’s useless things, word by word, but cannot remember the most simplest conversation.

this is the CNY week. really at an age where CNY is sort of a hinderance than joy or something to look forward to. HAHAHA. just imagine the amount of delays CNY is bringing cause no one is working this period of time? well. ok, it’s sorta our fault too that we let things to end up falling within this timeframe, but still. the only thing i am looking forward to is all the food i am going to put inside my stomach! nonetheless, it’s somewhat like christmas? getting angbao is starting to feel weird. but haha, i should still collect them with open hands! my angbao from last year and some from the year before is still standing on my shelve. my plan is to collect them until it’s stacked vertically on my shelve that i got no more space to put them! LOL. then that would means i have too much cash lying around in my room! hohohoooo

ok. i only slept 3 hours and wake up at 5am to do work. i should continue with my work now! kthxbye!