i don’t know how or what to make out of now. i am not too sure what happened, or how it did.
i sense it coming, i guess its the same kind of feeling you get when you sense death.
it’s only 4 days, but it feel like months. i feel like telling someone, but i haven’t.

the heart is crying and the tears screaming. i guess, maybe it will be better if i just let it out.

we broke up.

it was mutual. it was expected, maybe. it was sad.

she is the girl who told me these:

We should do these everyday of our lives.
Number one is laugh. You should laugh everyday.
Number 2 is think. You should spend some time in thoughts.
And Number three is, you should have your emotions moved, be it happiness or joy.

she is the girl i love.

i don’t know if i am escaping reality or just in my own state of denial.

maybe, just maybe.
i will reborn from the ashes, like the phoenix does.
i will find myself. then, i will pick myself up and move on well.
life will no longer be a pattern, life will be 22/7.