what if one day, you were given the chance to know every truth, and then you realise that your life is just built on lies after lies, lies over lies. that so many memories you treasure or so many things you thought deserve all your attention were just a lie. and what if even thought you pretty much know, feel or sense very well that it’s all a lie, but still put your heart and soul into it, what were you really hoping to happen actually.

almost 6.

i don’t really know what rubbish i am saying above. just feeling somewhat jaded, and a little lost.