i was just thinking, trying to recall when is the last time i went to bed correctly. meaning, i off my lights, set alarm and have the blanket over.
totally cannot remember when! for all i know, it’s a full week ago! i can really just sleep anytime anywhere now. but there’s really so much things to be done, and the brain is constantly thinking of the different ways and ideas for all the “required problem solving” work. but all the admin alone is enough to kill me flat.

then today must be one of the worse day on road. or perhaps met the most number of ridiculous driver ever! i am now at a point where i have this mentality, “as long as my riding does not endanger myself or/and others, i am fucking going to drive like it’s my road”. and to all you drivers who refuse to signal but decide to sudden brake, seriously, fuck you! if middle finger is not illegal, or be consider road rage, i think i would have middle finger a thousand times, today. and ya! you don’t freaking signal right to filter into right lane, and freaking realise it’s slower immediately change back into your lane without signalling. or you know, just going left lane, right lane, left lane, right lane. WHY can cars fucking do that and not get horned at. but when bike do that. we get a billion horn and high beam instantly! i really mean instantly!