look out the window, just for a few minutes, and just for that few minutes, you will realise change is really constant. it’s the only thing that’s always happening, to people, to the environment, to places, everything. it just hit me that it’s december already! everyone loves december. haha. but somehow this december have already began to feel different. this december, i am already starting to feel a bit lonely. perhaps because my pace in many aspect of my life is changing, perhaps because i am experiencing too much changes, or perhaps, i have changed too much. some nights, i look back at the past few months, i look back at 2013, and wonder, what did i do, what happened, what really happened to me.

work is a terrible drag. my brain is in a terrible self mind fuck state 🙁

moving on! 2014, looking forward. marching on.