I wake up this monday morning feeling so out of this world. like a million and one things crashed into me.

yes, very sadly. I woke up feeling completely depressed. the feeling of getting staged in another show waiting for the disastrous twist in the plot, when all the truth is unveiled, it’s just devastating.

i cannot completely agree with the direction everything in my life is heading towards now. some good, some bad, too many uncertainty. but now, right in front, there’s no cross road, no u-turn. it’s just one very long straight bumpy road ahead.

maybe I should just disappear.