Been wanting to write and perhaps be clearing my work more efficiently. Don’t know what got into me lately, just letting myself be overwhelmed with sadness. Don’t feel like doing anything, not anything at all except to sleep.

But when it’s time to really sleep, I can only lie down wide awake, hoping to fall asleep.

I m so, so screwed.

I don’t know? Maybe reality just sunk in or what? Hoping that I can fasterly get my Class 2B, then, so that I can ride to the beach anytime! and maybe even pick up fishing again.

I know it’s grammatically wrong, but xiaomei asked me who is FASTERLY, that day. lmao.