The future seems to be getting clearer and clearer. What I want have become pretty clear to be either a yes or no.

I stopped playing games. The only game I launch is candy crush, to give my mum tickets! LOL

I start going to clubs. I don’t say clubbing cause I don’t actually party. It’s more of a drink, chill and people watch thing to me.

I start working. Really working. On days, this really drains me completely. But no matter how mentally draining it is, I still have problem sleeping or maybe it’s just a sleeping problem. Somehow when I was with you, only then was my mind able to be at ease and sleep.

I fall in love with bikes and riding. I seriously don’t know how this comes about. It’s something that just happen.

I start liking dogs, but I am still scare of them. Hahaha, but the wants to have a dog as a pet or rather, a dog in the family is becoming a greater desire.

I wore slippers only once in the last two weeks. I didn’t realise this, until I was on my way to my grandma house when I feel my legs having a little too much air, then I realise I am in slippers! Haha. Probably cause of my riding needs.

I am seeing people differently.
And this perhaps is one of the biggest felt change, internally. I find myself feeling guilty when I judge. Frankly I don’t know where this leads thou.

I still aim to own a yacht and maybe even a private jet, one day.

I can’t love, like or be satisfied with everything in life. I can’t undo things done, words said or messages sent. No one can change their own history.
So let us embrace our history, learn from it for our future, and learn to accept and understand.